Monday, October 13, 2014

Sexual Explosion | Lust Fantasy | Dirty Threesome

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     Right now we are in the biggest sexual boom than ever. Sex is promoted more than cars. Sex is promoted more than education. This sexual explosion is being caused by the great desire to seek and explore our sensuality. Television is teaching us the need to be more sexually active and to seek out our own fantasies.

We love to lust after anything that will make our penis rise and or the vagina shake. Many of us have lusted so much its a wonder how can we even have a clear mind to think straight? Lust is on every platform now and if you close your eyes, you can still hear and lust just by playing music with sexual content. You turn on the TV to only see the news and if you've noticed and also depends on how old you are, you see that the news is not the same like it was back in the 70's 80's. I'm just using those times because that's when I was growing up now at the age of 42 I can remember watching the weather people. They would use a chalkboard to write the temps with drawing clouds and sunshine. But that's not the important part. The important part is the fact that the women doing the weather were dressed professionally. Not today for the most part. I've seen weather stations where women our dressed like they almost have lingerie on! They use the attractive women and will show their full body from head to toe. Breast barely covered so who's really focusing on the temps in your local area? The only temps that is going on in your area are the rising sexual lust in your sex organs and mind! There is so much sex and sexual graphics everywhere, it is like cocaine on the brain. Some would only think that lust is just associated with men when in fact, women are just as bad as the men now days. Women are lusting after other women! Yeah I know that's old news. Like guys fall in lust with women's breast, women are falling in lust with each others breast and even their whole body. Married men see these beautiful bodies of different shapes and sizes and allow their minds to lust and fantasize. The next thing you know they are cheating on their spouse. Satan is using women to entice the world into sexual sin! Guess what? It's working and it's working very well. Just look at what the world of porn is doing. It is generating billions by displaying some of the most ungody sexual acts. Men on men, women on women, transsexuals, homosexuals, old men on 20 year old women and a lot of spitting on genitals. Urination on each other is a turn on by a lot of people but to me it's just flat out nasty!

Not sure if you would be surprised at all but many couples and non couples are heavily into threesomes! Because of being burnt in their own lust with fantasizing about having multiple partners, they seek out many different ways of making this happen. They look to sites like Facebook for a triple hookup. Oh yes Facebook is a site where easy hook ups occur. Men hit on women all day long on that site because they always get more inbox messages than us men. All women have to do is to let others know that they are looking for that type of a hook up and they will have a thousand inbox messages. Men love to be with two women together and most would leave Christ in a hot second to do it. Those are the men who are still weak in the flesh! Women are weak in the flesh as well. I always see women posting half nude photos of other women and just to read the comments of how many women are talking about how hot that woman in the photo is!  

Forgive me if this blog post is a little to graphic but I have to put this out there. All of you people who are into the whole sexual explosion boom with drowning in your own lust, desiring threesomes and more, wanting all of your holes filled up even at the same time. I just want to let you know where you can go to have all of your sexual desires done to you. Wherever you are sitting or standing all you have to do is go south and that is HELL!

Hell is where any and everything goes. All of those nasty dirty sexual desires comes from hell. If you go to hell and your sexual sins cause you to go there, all of those dirty things that you acted out here on the plain (the earth) with be re-inacted by satan's boys! I've studied this for a long time now. The Holy Spirit told me this many years ago but it was confirmed when I heard and read many testimonies of people that the Lord allowed to visit hell. Satan will place your scrotum, penis and vagina on hooks and rape and torment you all the time you are burning before hell is cast into the lake of fire! They will stretch your private parts out like a rubber band and torment you. Men that slept with men and women that slept with women will be tormented, raped and more! I already know that people aren't going to believe me when they read this blog but that's okay. If I were them I would rather just assume that I'm right by stopping my sexual sins rather than not believe and take a chance and go to hell where it will be too late! People always run from the truth. They run from the truth because of guilt! Have you noticed that when God is brought up then people get so offended and there is some type of controversy? That is satan himself because he doesn't want you to know the truth. The sad part is we have access to the truth but many don't want to pick up the word of God to gain knowledge of the truth. 

Hosea 4:6

my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge. "Because you have rejected knowledge, I also reject you as my priests; because you have ignored the law of your God, I also will ignore your children.

Will my sexual activities allow me to still enter into the Kingdom of Heaven?

1 Corinthians 6:9-11

9 Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders 10 nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. 11 And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.

Finally I want to say this: Many of you Christians are emailing because you are still having a hard time staying away from sexual sins that is causing you to be attacked while sleep even in your dreams. You are still being attacked because you have not fully and completely given your mind and spirit to Christ 100 percent. You are letting the devil overcome you but if you really want to stop this then you have to completely surrender it all to Christ! You have to change your mind set. You have to stay away from filthy TV watching where satan is sending his sexual demonic spirits to you. Now is the time to completely make up in your mind that you will no longer let satan take you down under. The Lord said that the body of Christ is sleeping and we need to wake up NOW! You do know that Christ is coming back much sooner than what you think right? Pay attention to everything that is going on around this world with the viruses killing both young and old? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! Stop with your sexual sins. Stop with your sins period because heaven and hell is very very real! Don't take that chance and say that this guys doesn't know what he's talking and you keep on sinning. Then the next thing you know you have died and went to hell! We've all made many mistakes in our life time but this is one mistake that is very un-correctable. What is wrong with playing it safe by giving your whole life to Christ. I don't have anything to gain by telling you this. It is not my desire that you stay out of hell but it is God's. I can't keep you from going to hell but I can only tell you what the Holy Spirit is saying. You don't have to believe me but all I would ask is for you to do your own research. Find out who God is?

James 4:4

You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world means enmity against God? Therefore, anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God.

1 John 2:15

Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world.…

Thursday, October 9, 2014



     Just sitting at my desk on the computer and have been doing a lot of thinking. Listening to the Holy Spirit saying to get your family ready because I'm soon to return. God will be soon sending his only begotten son to take up the body of Christ to heaven before the great tribulation. Do you guys watch the news? Me personally, I hate watching the news because there is so much demonic things going on that it can literally make you go into a deep dark depression! Seriously am I right? Man I miss blogging!

Listen ladies in gentlemen and please pay close attention here. If you watch the news or just have daily conversation then you are full and well aware of the EBOLA VIRUS, ENTEROVIRUS, and ISIS!!! You need to know that all of this is coming from satan himself! Don't think it's God because it's not! We thought that we had our hands full when aids came on the scene but now we have much more deadly things going on here! Satan created this mess!

 John 10:10-29

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly

You have satan sending these diseases on people to kill them, while using his demons to chop people's heads off!

Matthew 24:3-14

 3 And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world?

4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.

5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.

6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.

7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.

8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.

9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake.

10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

Now let's really allow this scripture to sink in. We read in verse 7 the mention of PESTILENCES which means diseases. Ebola, enterovirus and more popping up everywhere. The ebola death rate is now at 70 percent! A little boy just died from this Enterovirus. I feel like a lot of people and especially those who call themselves followers of Yeshua are still not realizing what is going on here. The world is in a state of panic and trying to figure out what to do with these diseases and how to stop it. Some of us just tend to brush it off because it may not directly effect us and think it will just eventually go away. What's not clicking here is that this is just a huge sign that the Lord is on his way!

There are demons that work for satan called isis and I decided to not capitalize their name any more. Satan is spreading this terrorist group all around the world to kill and destroy. Remember the verse we read in John 10:10-29? He is trying his best to kill God's creation because he knows that there is little time left for him before he gets shut up and locked up in the bottomless pit according to Revelation 20 which will start the 1,000 year reign of peace on earth. Then after that he will be loose a little season.

God wants his people to wake up. The body of Christ are sleeping giants in a big town but we must wake up right now other wise we are going to miss it. We are in danger of missing being caught up with Christ in the air according to 1 Thessalonians 4:17 

Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.

 Stop acting as if we are going to live forever. What is it going to take to get you to wake up?? Our churches are so dead right now and many of them are still preaching old school feel good messages but sorry to say that those won't save you and won't prepare you for what's going on now and what's to come. God is trying to shake you to wake you but you are not listening. The things that are going on in this world is serious and it does affect you in every way. You don't have 9 lives but only one and most are not using their one life wisely. Most have one foot in the church and the other in the world. You are still funny acting toward your brethren, gossiping, speaking bad about people, instead of praying for them but you are so quick to claim to love and serve the Lord. You step in church on Sundays praising the Lord and telling everyone what great message you heard, but Monday comes and you are back at work gossiping and being mean to people because they don't like you when you should treat them very nice anyway and smile. Show them the love of the Lord like you are suppose to do. The current state of this world should be a real and major wake up call for you to stop straddling the fence. If you are doing the work of God but only doing it to get everyone's attention then all of that work is totally void. Yeshua is coming! YESHUA IS COMING!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Racial Hate Crime Double Standard in Black America

     I am a black American, Canadian man living in the U.S and I love God, and I love all colors of people in this world. I don't care what color you are because we all came from God and if you don't believe that then I pray that you do. I have no problem with speaking my mind and will not sugar coat or cover up the truth. I try not to let things cause me to get upset but when it happens, I pray.

I am so sadden by what happened in my own home town of Detroit where a white man by the name of Steven Utash who accidentally hit a young child after the child wandered out into the street. Then the driver stopped to help until a large group of thugs came along and beat him to near death. I read that people were getting out of their cars just to walk up and kick on him!

This is clearly the stronghold of satan that is over these group of thugs! Satan is their god because my Father God would have never pushed anyone to do anything like this! I know that there are thugs everywhere but for some reason, Detroit has it bad! I love the old Detroit but I dislike the new Detroit. Yes these crimes can happen anywhere but more than often I hear my old city in the news all of the time. I live out in California and still hear about Detroit. Another thing here is I don't care if people in Detroit don't like me talking about Detroit when in fact it's not the City Detroit, but it is a lot of the mindless mentality of the bad apples! Many of the citizens that are still in denial about how bad it is there but can't even see with their own two eyes that its so bad there. Then want to get so upset when Detroit is in the news or if someone says something bad. People there seem to think that the world has something against Detroit by putting them in the bad spotlight! I do believe Detroit could be a come back city if the minds of many of the residents change. Hats off to all the great and awesome people of Detroit that has a straight mind with great direction in life.

I truly believe that this was a hate crime and that is where my next thoughts come in at. I, as a black man, living in America, is very tired and sick of this double standard! Blacks are always ready to riot when someone of the Caucasian race says the word 'NIGGER OR NIGGA"  but think it's okay for them to use it! Blacks can make all sorts of white jokes where I myself find some of them very offensive but let whites make jokes and say things about blacks then there is a huge uproar! Black Americans and not all of them so if this does not apply to you then don't get upset, but are always playing the race card! I hear many times how blacks say some of the most hateful things about whites but act like whites are the only people who have racist issues and it's not all whites either! To go out and act like a bunch of demonic monkeys by beating up on someone's loved one is your own responsibility because you have to answer to our GREAT GOD ALMIGHTY but you better repent and give your lives to Christ because if you don't, hell will be your home.

Revelation 21:8

 But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.”

Blacks are just as much racist as whites are but blacks seem to get away with it more. Yes whites commit hate crimes as well like with Mr. Zimmerman. It is also sad to hear black women being so hateful toward white women! I've heard them say "I would F her white azz up!" White B! Blacks and again just the racist group of blacks that I'm talking about because all blacks aren't this way, need to stop being racist and acting like whites are the only ones. Stop with this double standard! You keep getting away with showing your racist lingo out in public but when you even think that a white person is being racist toward you then you are ready to make a phone call!

To the beautiful family of Steven Utash, I am so sorry that this has happened to you and I am praying with you.  I also want you to know that although those group of thugs have hate issues, I myself love your family and all races of people. We all bleed the same blood and was created by God. Thanks you Jesus for all colors of people!

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Zombie State of Mind

     Hello again to all my readers from around this great globe. When you read these blog post, please think about your own life and ask yourselves questions. Be honest with yourself and see if you need to make any changes to better your life. You should know me by now in regards to me being upfront and honest and don't like to sugar coat anything. I can't sit around and pretend that this world is cool and that everything is good when its not. I also refuse to compromise my walk with Christ just to keep my friend base. We all need to be aware of what is going on in this world that's all around us. Some of us are still teeter-tottering meaning when are going back and forth with Christ and the world. We're too fearful regarding speaking out against all those sins that the world is trying to make legal. Many of us think that we are doing a great service for the Lord but when in fact we are not. We are still holding hatred, grudges, dislikes, and much more against others and it needs to stop. We are still supporting Satan's work. It's sad because there are still people who claim Christianity as their faith but are still following the world. The world is always going to be the world but some of you will break your neck just to catch the Grammy's on TV getting so excited when these people who don't love God accept the Grammy award and give God thanks when it was Satan using your gift from God to work for Satan, so that you can help him bring more and more souls to hell! This is just one example of having a Zombie State of Mind!

     ZOMBIE STATE OF MIND- You are out driving on a Friday night and it's payday for many people! Everyone is so excited to the point where they're acting a complete nut. They are speeding more than usual with cutting in and out of traffic! Windows are down and if you notice them, there's that look they give. They have a conceited nose lifting arrogance about them! Music is blasting with them dancing behind the wheel. You can also hear in some cases all the cursing coming out of their mouth and I hate hearing females curse because it's not cute so you women with the foul language, stop! The light turns green then they speed off nearly burning rubber as if they are racing to the hospital to drop off a near death patient! These people don't care because they will cut you off in traffic in a hot California second! You can still hear the music blasting but if you:re in tuned with your spirit and the Holy Father you can hear the demonic garbage zombie like music that was produced from the pits of hell. People are driving either it front of you or on the side but you notice they are drifting off into your lane. If in front of you they are driving in two lanes with braking for no reason. As you pass the car you noticed that the driver is more focused on texting than driving! Their focus is not there at all. Driving all over the roads with no regards to others and at all. When they are in the wrong you will get that demonic finger from the devil! Here in Los Angeles I was crossing a side street with my family when this young lady that was driving almost hit us not paying any attention. I turned around and looked at her but she gave me the demonic finger and speed off.

People are in such a big hurry that after you've been sitting in the turn lane in the middle of the intersection for your arrow to turn green, you have people still running the red light, car after car. Then your green arrow is gone. Many inconsiderate drivers! Just about everyone is doing the same thing. Acting crazy, driving crazy, blasting demonic music that was remixed in hell! All that they are thinking about is worldly garbage. They are in another zone what I call being in a zombie state of mind.

Let's talk about Pot or Marijuana or is it weed? Have you ever payed any attention to people smoking that stuff? Their eyes turns into the devil's eyes with that glazed reddish color. Smoke darting out of their mouth and nostrils like smoke is coming out of the pit of hell! They look totally zoned out! It's like their mind is gone. They are in a zombie state of mind!

Here we go talking about music again. I see many people out here standing on street corners or just walking period with a set of headphones on listening to music. Some where that skull candy head phones. Anyway I will watch them with observing their facial expression and body language. What I always notice is that they are totally zoned out somewhere. Their head is bouncing up and down or back and forth like they discovered a whole new me planet! 

Now you have the people who just don't care about life. They don't obey all of the laws but they are very selfish people who are me lovers meaning lovers of themselves!  (2 Timothy 3:2-5)

2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,

4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;

5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.

They have the attitude that every man is for himself and I need to get get get! They have no direction in life with no regards to rules. They jaywalk all day long but get very angry if the LAPD gives them a ticket but isn't it illegal to jaywalk in LA? Then there are some of you that illegally park but when slapped with a large ticket, you're ready to curse someone out! Really!? It's always everyone's fault but yours! 

Every so often Hollywood finds some celebrity to praise. They praised Angelina Jolie for years then praised Jenifer Lopez for years. Now beyonce! They are always talking about her in what seems like every sentence. Now I just found out that Reuters University has a Beyonce class!? Are you serious? Justin Beiber! I've witness some of the longest lines wrapped all the around the Grove Mall in LA of young girls in line waiting to see J. Beave! If you just pay attention for once you will notice that the world is following the world! That is so sad to me. Even you Christian claimers are falling the world. If you want to follow the world then follow them in prayer! People are getting up on stage, on TV, YouTube or in public period acting nasty, filthy, ungodly, unholy, ripping their clothes off and women posting photos of several women 90 percent naked together while talking about  how hot they look! They are not thinking about God but thinking about getting paid. Thinking about getting drunk, thinking about having sex and going out partying!
Clearly you have a ZOMBIE STATE OF MIND! Still trying to please God and the world but you're a fool if you think that is going to please God! You don't have a care in the world but to just live, party, hangout, work to make money and to have many lovers! I thank the Lord for delivering me from that zombie state of mind. 

Please pay attention because Satan has you blinded! Your mind is all over the place with no clear direction or focus! You really think that you can just live like this and make it to heaven?? You think that being a good person that has never killed anyone will get you to heaven?? Do you really, really believe that????? Many of you are all over the place with your way of thinking. You support all ungodliness, and all  unholiness! You support any and everything that is against God! Some of you are making a big stink about "BIG BROTHER" watching and the whole phone tapping by the government! What  you should be concern with is Big God watching! You are too busy worried about man but not concerned about what God is thinking with how to please him! You are living fearful but claim to be fearless! You rely on this current world system to run your life but won't let God show you new direction! People, money, cars, riches, sex, alcohol and other material is your god! When people mention GOD, JESUS, THE LORD, THE HOLY SPIRIT, you get so uptight and your demon that is in you cringes! That is how you know there is a demonic spirit in you anything you cringe at the mentioning of God! Satan hates God and when the devil is attacking you while you are sleep, calling out the name JESUS makes the devil tremble! Warning! If you remain in that zombie state of mind, destruction will take you. 

This very moment it's not too late to change. It's not too late to know Christ. What are you waiting for? Just be honest with yourself and truthful with God with confessing your sins and he will deliver you. If you want to be saved then confess Romans 10:9

Tuesday, October 15, 2013


Praise God and hello to all who have been reading and following my blogs from around the world! I want to just take a moment to say hi and welcome these countries who have been reading the blogs.

Praise God and welcome to the following parts of the world:

United Kingdom-Malawi-Nigeria-Australia-United Arab Emirates-Poland-Kenya-India-Indonesia-Chile-Colombia-Latvia-China and other's I have not mentioned.

What is really great about all of the different countries from all around the globe is the style and selection of great music. We all have our own unique way that we make music but some may not like your particular style of music. Our ears hear music differently than others and may not like the same sound. Here in the United States are sound is somewhat divided. Black Americans love music with funky bass lines while Caucasians love music with a heavy metal and stringy riffing guitar sound located on the treble clef scale. All over the world there are different musical standards and scale points but all use their gifts to create and enhance the music to new heights and varying degrees. The simplicity of great detail is astounding that often times has others trying to either mimic or make better. The sound of music can be so powerful and soul affecting that it can move you to places spiritually both good and bad.

We all know that there were and still are great music composers.

Wolfgang Amadé Mozart-Ludvig van Beethoven-George Gershwin-John Adams-Quincy Delight Jones, Jr. and a host of others.

You just wonder how are they able to create music of that high caliber? It is so amazing at how they are able to piece music together to come up with a great sound where it moves people! There are also those who play various instruments including the trumpet, flute, baritone, violin, guitar, french horn, drums and other percussion instruments, and piano/keyboards. There are people who are so gifted in playing those instruments.

We've talked about the music composers and the gifted people making the instruments sound amazing but I want to talk about the gifted singers. You have the band playing while the singers or singer is singing but have you ever heard a gifted singer sing A Capella? Take the instruments away and you are so blown away by the pipes that the singer has! There is a secular singer who grew up singing in the church that has a God given awesome voice! Her name is KeKe Wyatt and man if she was just living and singing for Christ she would be just dynamite! I've listened to her singing A Capella and I was so blown away by that God given voice! There are many, many other's who have come and gone that had great singing voices and instrument playing skills. Through out the centuries music has changed in many different ways with much creativity for new music and a much more improved sound. Unfortunately, music has been corrupted and it is not something that just happened recently but it is something that has been going on for a long time now.

There are many people who just don't know who or how music got started but I can tell you right now who started music and who is the greatest music composer of all time. The answers is GOD!!!! God is the sole creator of music. He is the music master. God is the music General! God is the song writer! God created all things!

Colossians 1:16

16 For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him:

I bet you didn't know that God can also sing? I know the bible doesn't say that but God doesn't list every single detail in the word because there is not a book big enough. How do I know that the Lord God can sing? Because He told me but it's also spiritual common sense as well. God is the one who gave us the gifts to sing and play instruments so with that being said how can God give us that gift without having it himself? God is all knowing right? God created us right but then there are many who believe that we came from apes but I will pray for those people! God also created us in his image or likeness.

Genesis 1:27

27 So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

God created music for us along with the heavenly host to praise Him.

Revelation 14:3

3 and they were singing a new song before the throne and before the four living creatures and before the elders. No one could learn that song except the 144,000 who had been redeemed from the earth.

Psalm 98:5

5 Sing praises to the Lord with the lyre,
    with the lyre and the sound of melody!

Psalm 95:2

2 Let us come into his presence with thanksgiving;
    let us make a joyful noise to him with songs of praise!

Psalm 105:2

2 Sing to him, sing praises to him;
    tell of all his wondrous works!

Psalm 150:1-6

150 Praise the Lord!
Praise God in his sanctuary;
    praise him in his mighty heavens!
2 Praise him for his mighty deeds;
    praise him according to his excellent greatness!
3 Praise him with trumpet sound;
    praise him with lute and harp!
4 Praise him with tambourine and dance;
    praise him with strings and pipe!
5 Praise him with sounding cymbals;
    praise him with loud clashing cymbals!
6 Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord!

God created music and blessed us with beautiful voices to sing praises to Him. Many of us are so quick to sing love songs to someone we think we are in love with but can't even sing love songs to God! Sad because God blessed us with gifts of music and I know some have not developed or discovered that gift yet but we go and use God's gift for someone else. If the person you love gave you a beautiful ring would you take it to use to marry someone else? If someone blessed you with a beautiful vacation trip to the Islands would you let someone else use it?

Just in case you didn't know or simply forgot, God created Satan (Lucifer)! It was believed that Lucifer was a praise and worship leader but I don't have any factual proof on that but I know he could sing. I know this because everyone in heaven sings praises to our Father. There is also a verse that talks about Lucifer having pipes in him.

Ezekiel 28:13

13 You were in Eden, the garden of God;
Every precious stone was your covering:
The sardius, topaz, and diamond,
Beryl, onyx, and jasper,
Sapphire, turquoise, and emerald with gold.
The workmanship of your timbrels and pipes
Was prepared for you on the day you were created.

What I understand from it he played some type of musical percussion instrument with singing included.

Ezekiel 28:12-18

Satan's Fall

12 “Son of man, take up a lamentation for the king of Tyre, and say to him, ‘Thus says the Lord God:

“You were the seal of perfection,
Full of wisdom and perfect in beauty.
13 You were in Eden, the garden of God;
Every precious stone was your covering:
The sardius, topaz, and diamond,
Beryl, onyx, and jasper,
Sapphire, turquoise, and emerald with gold.
The workmanship of your timbrels and pipes
Was prepared for you on the day you were created.
14 “You were the anointed cherub who covers;
I established you;
You were on the holy mountain of God;
You walked back and forth in the midst of fiery stones.
15 You were perfect in your ways from the day you were created,
Till iniquity was found in you.
16 “By the abundance of your trading
You became filled with violence within,
And you sinned;
Therefore I cast you as a profane thing
Out of the mountain of God;
And I destroyed you, O covering cherub,
From the midst of the fiery stones.
17 “Your heart was lifted up because of your beauty;
You corrupted your wisdom for the sake of your splendor;
I cast you to the ground,
I laid you before kings,
That they might gaze at you.
18 “You defiled your sanctuaries
By the multitude of your iniquities,
By the iniquity of your trading;
Therefore I brought fire from your midst;
It devoured you,
And I turned you to ashes upon the earth
In the sight of all who saw you.

I believe that when Lucifer was cast down out of heaven already having the knowledge and abilities to sing and play instruments with knowing that music was created by God for God, he set out to corrupt music. Why would Satan set out to corrupt music? The reason is that Satan hates God and hates anything and anyone who praises and glorifies God so he will do whatever it takes to put a stop to it. If it means corrupting music with turning it evil he will do it. Satan really hates God and is mad at him when he shouldn't be mad at God because Satan brought it all on himself! Have you ever been fired from a job and you were mad at the boss? Chances are it was your fault. Many of us do things that causes us to get in trouble at work but want to be mad at the one who finds us out. There is a lady that I know who I was talking to several weeks ago and boy she was so mad. I asked what's wrong. She said Todd would you believe that the job placed me on final warning for a entire year and I can't be late or mess up period because if I do then I will be fired! I asked why what happened? The lady said that she was caught stealing a slice of American cheese! Why get mad and blame others for our ungodly deeds?

Music is very, very spiritual on both ends. There is the good spiritual and the bad spiritual. Music carries a spirit and it was design to carry the Spirit of God! Through corruption Satan has made his mark in the music industry. Let's look first at the instrumental part without the singing. If your spiritual ears are open you will be able to hear the spirit of Satan in it. If you've ever heard rock'n roll or heavy metal music it sounds like someone's brains are getting beat out or demons screaming with that high pitch guitar! It sounds if though someone is getting shredded! What about rap music? A lot of rap music sounds like many demons jumping up and down on the souls of people while partying! Now let's talk about the lyrics to some of the music of today. People are either singing or raping about having illicit sex, F... that puss_, homosexuality, robbing, stealing, being a real KILLA, getting tore up, drugs and smoking a joint, hate, murder while getting on stage being as nasty as they want to be calling themselves Jesus or eluding to it with changing a letter in the name. They are accepting their grammy or other music awards in front of a world wide audience on the mic giving their acceptance speech and having the nerve of Satan himself to thank God for making it possible to received this award! They really think that they are thanking God but they don't realize that they are really thanking god, their own god which is the god of this world. Satan!

2 Corinthians 4:4

4 In their case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.

There are so many famous singers today that the world just worships day and night like Beyounce, Kelly Rowland, Jennifer Lopez, Justin B. They worship rappers like Sean P. Combs, Jay-Z, and a host of others that don't even live for Christ but when they are being interviewed they act like they are holy by saying yeah I grew up in the church and I know the song "His eyes is on the sparrow". The truth of the matter is that they don't know God but they do know of God so there is a difference. Parents who have not grown up yet that are in their 40's like I am or older still listen to that garbage called music and bring it into their homes around the children allowing them to listen to it which is ushering those demons into their home. Remember music carries a spirit and the wrong spirits are getting off into our children. Often times when I'm out and about driving or walking around LA I see young people with their Skull Candy or Beats by Dre headphones on. I notice that they look like zombies! Its like they are in a trance or something. This is in no way making fun of anyone but I am telling the truth. It looks like their soul is gone. Sometimes when I walk to the food market on my block and I live in a very nice area there will be someone just sitting on the railing with headphones on chanting some crazy sounding lyrics. When I hear them to me it sounds like the devil is chanting those lyrics. Satan makes music according to his liking because his plan is to steer people far away from God as possible. He will make the music sound so good that people will keep coming back to listen to it over and over again with wanting to continue to purchase music from that same artist who doesn't know God at all. That is how Satan keeps people trapped. Once you are under his spell he has complete control over you unless you decide to listen to the voice of God inside of you to repent and come to know Him.

1 Timothy 6:10

10 For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.

Let's talk about these record companies who don't care anything about your soul but as long as you're alive they will make millions off of you! They don't care how much you curse and swear but they just want you to be good enough and swear enough to bring them a fat check! If you die there is always someone there to replace you because they are not going to lose money just because you went ahead and died! Chances are after you have gone to hell from making millions of dollars with being a bad influence on people and children all over the world causing them to fall and sin, the record labels are making more money off of you because your sales have blown up from the world of idol worshipers running out to the stores to get your last album.

You need to know that Satan has not just stopped at corrupting music in the secular field but also in the Christian world! Many Christian artist have a strong love for money with record companies not wanting the name of Jesus mentioned. With that being said, many Christian artist will compromise the gospel, their faith for millions! There are also people who have had a hard time breaking into the secular world of music so they decide to go through the gospel artist tunnel as a short cut. Once they get in the gospel world of music then they can easily cross over and play both gospel and secular worlds because they know that the world will accept them and that the so called Christians will accept them as well thinking that not only their music is golden but the gospel artist is a true man or woman of God when they are not but lukewarm.

Revelation 3:15-17

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

Now days this music that is called gospel or Christian sounds just as secular or worldly as the rest. Many of them cater to the world and try to keep up with the worldly style of music just so they can sell their music. They don't hear from God even though he is talking to them but they want to hurry up and make money because they have no patience. They are not even truly telling people how to live for Christ and how to live Holy. They are not teaching people through music on how to stay out of hell. I don't hear true praises and I don't hear true worship in this music that they call gospel. I'm sure that there are some still standing that is singing to Christ and God bless the true Christian artist who's number one focus is to please God and not man. I love true praise and worship music and one of my favorites is a lady by the name of Grace Williams. Me and my wife and little boy sit and soak to her music and can feel the Holy Spirit moving!

Here on a sad note there are many musicians/singers who wanted to make it big in the secular music world that they have actually turn their soul unto Satan. Satan took some of these people high above the earth into the second heaven with giving them the option to serve him if they want to become famous and make millions or to decline the offer. Many took the offer.

Have you ever noticed that and history will show over the decades people who were singers or band members have ended up passing away still young?

The Notorious B.I.G. - May 21, 1972 — March 9, 1997
Age: 24

 Tupac Shakur - June 16, 1971 — September 13, 1996
Age: 25

 Aaliyah - January 16, 1979 — August 25, 2001
Age: 22

 Jimi Hendrix - November 27, 1942 — September 18, 1970
Age: 27

 Buddy Holly - September 7, 1936 — February 3, 1959
Age: 22

 Otis Redding - September 9, 1941  — December 10, 1967
Age: 26

 Jim Morrison (The Doors) - December 8, 1943 — July 3, 1971
Age: 27

Selena (23)
Mexican-American singer -- Homicide -- 1995

Janis Joplin (27)
Rock/soul singer -- Heroin overdose -- 1970

Kurt Cobain (27)
Grunge rock singer/guitarist -- Gunshot and lethal dose of heroin, presumed suicide -- 1994

Andy Gibb (30)
Singer -- Heart failure due to cocaine abuse -- 1988

Hank Williams (29)
Country musician -- Heart attack, possibly due to an accidental overdose of morphine and alcohol -- 1953

Whitney Houston - age 48 - Singer

Michael Jackson - age 50 - June 25, 2009

The list goes on and on but please know this: If you compose music, sing with playing instruments, don't let the love of money cause you to fall but use your gifts from God to praise and worship Him. It is sad to have these music videos showing sexual content similar to a so called soft porn video! We have to stop allowing this garbage that the world calls music from coming into our homes. Music makes people feel good and often times motivates them to commit crimes and just be out right evil acting! When you are listening to hate music all day or sexual music blasting in your ears you are likely to act on either one of those things. If you are a gospel artist please be sure that you are trying to enter into the Christian music industry because you truly love Christ and that you want to get a message out to the whole world on how to walk and live a true Christian God filled life. Just know that if you are doing it for money, popularity or anything else, you don't really have true love for Christ.

You really need to pay attention to this music and allow God to open up your spiritual ear to be able to distinguish what spirit and sound you are listening to. Stop running to the stores to get the latest and hottest music cd by these secular artist who end up in the news for some drama! All you are doing is giving Satan your money while he is sending demons to come inside of to keep you hooked on his music so your sights won't be on God! Also be aware of some of these people who claim to be Christian artist who claim to love God. Their music is more about them than Christ because you don't hear the name of God being mention much. If they truly love Christ then they would stay out of these Beyounce and Prince concerts! I'm sorry but why does a Christian feel the need to go to a secular concert with all of those foul and ungodly spirits there with no focus on God but worshiping the singer?

If you would like to invite Christ into your life for good then please pray and confess Romans 10:9!

9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.


Thursday, August 29, 2013


Introducing my new book "RAPED WHILE I SLEPT
Available on Amazon for Kindle or paper back. This is a help book designed to help you to understand more about sexual dreams and the lifestyle we live that can bring causes of such dreams. I share my own personal experiences of being raped while I slept. Pick up your copy now...


What many of you fail to realize is that porn is just like a drug! You will get hooked on it with finding yourselves going to some kind of Porn Anonymous meetings. You fall asleep only to find yourself waking up to Satan placing that strong urge in your mind to watch porn. You get that adrenaline rush racing through your sexual organs causing a loss of appetite!

Many people watch it and let the devil motivate them to go out and fornicate with a prostitute or find someone to have sex with. Seeing how men think with the wrong head they see the women in the videos and want to go out and fornicate or have an adulteress affair with someone that looks like that! Don't you know that you are being played by Satan himself? You women watch it too and try to play innocent like it's just a guy thing knowing good and well that you take your little miss prissy self right into the ladies room and watch it on your phones while masturbating! You watch it in your bedrooms as well.

This is a worldwide problem courtesy of Satan having his PORN KINGDOM HEADQUARTERS set up exclusively in the beautiful SAN FERNANDO VALLEY, CA with kingdom expansions set up in Miami, Florida. Satan is making a huge profit off of you supporters within the billions of dollars! Sad because many of you spend so much money on porn that you go broke and can't even feed your families like you are suppose to! Rent or mortgage is due and you don't have enough money to pay because you blew it on porn!

Some of you no good married men watch that stuff and have the nerve to want your wives to perform such sexual acts. You like for your wives to hang on chandeliers performing backward somersaults like she's some monkey in the wild kingdom. When she refuses to do such dumb nasty acts then you men act like babies and throw a fit!

Many married women watch a lot of porn finding themselves masturbating so much that their desire to sleep with their husbands starts to fade. They won't even see their husbands like that anymore because the hot looking guy at the job who has been flirting with you and you with him, finding yourselves having a sexual office affair!

While men and women alike are watching porn, Satan is sending his boys who are demonic spirits from hell, and from the second heaven to tempt you to fall into sexual sin! The longer you sit and watch porn, the more sexual demonic spirits will enter you to push you so strong where you feel the need for release. Look I am just being real here. Porn is like crack because there are different ways you can have it and once you had it the first time you are hooked!

Husbands are so into porn and how beautiful the women look to them that their wives become unattractive! In some cases they don't even want to make love to them because they are busy sleeping with other women!
You are so heavy into porn to where your mind can't even focus properly! You are at work but can't focus on the job at hand because you are thinking about the video that you watched the night before staying up so late that you came into work super sleepy and can half function.

There is another serious issue here that is happening to many women porn watchers. That is they are allowing the spirit of homosexuality to rise up in them by being turned on by the women in the video. Those of you that know me including my friends in South Africa and the United States know that I speak the truth and don't believe in sugar coating or just saying the right thing to keep my friend base.

This is how bad that Satan wants you to fall. Not only does he charge you money to dishonor your temples which is the temple of the LIVING GOD but he is so desperate that he will allow you to dishonor your temples for free by placing free porn on the world wide web. Satan is so sick with trying to have his way, the whole porn industry is very upset with being made to have sex with condoms. Satan wants business as usual with no condoms because not only he knows by not having condoms, his demonic sexual spirits will have a greater increase on the world's sexual organs, he can also have a better chance of spreading sexual diseases.

 1 Corinthians 6:19-20

19 Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20 you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.

Don't you see what Satan is doing here??? He will tempt you to watch that stuff so much where your mind will be thinking of many nasty sexual sins to try with having lustful thought patterns. If you let him he will have your mind wandering into a sexual land that the thoughts you will have will be so filthy and impure that it could actually cause your soul to bust hell wide open! Be honest here but don't you ever feel dirty deep on the inside while watching porn? I'm not sure if some of you realize this but do you know that while watching porn you are actually filling your house/room and temple with sexual demons?? These are things that God will reveal to you if you just have a close relationship with him then you can clearly hear His voice. Here is another thing that you don't realize. When you watch porn and go out to fornicate, commit adultery or other sexual acts, those sexual demonic spirits are having sex with you?? Actually you don't have to watch porn just for sexual demonic spirits to have sex with you. Anytime you are playing in the devil's field then you will get played. Many people wonder why they have sexual dreams but not realizing that you have to look at the lifestyle that you are living along with your thought process. If you are in a house where other people live and you're watching porn or engaging in other sexual sin, those other people that are not under the protection of the Holy Spirit because they are not living for Christ, will be affected. You can watch porn in secret but those spirits are messing up your household.

You people who walk around calling yourselves preachers and pastors acting like you are so holy need to stop watching Satan's programming. People like you I have no respect for because you are not man or woman enough to admit you have a problem with trying to seek help! Too busy trying to keep your following but the bottom line is you have a serious problem and if you really and truly love Christ then you will reach out for help. You are still and have been cheating on your spouse for years but in the spot light you're playing Christian! WAKE UP because your very sexual sins will cause you to land in hell!

In 1 Corinthians 15:34 Paul says to Awake to righteousness and sin not, for some have not the knowledge of God, I speak this to your shame.

1 Corinthians 6:9-10 Paul speaks to the Corinthian church believers regarding the sins that will keep you out of the Kingdom of God. Here is a list:

EFFEMINATE (which means having qualities untypical of a man like looking and acting feminine)

Just read it for yourself. Watching porn is just not worth messing up your soul and spirit!

How can we overcome? Well we are already over comers through Jesus Christ for He over came the world. You must first come to know Christ as your Lord and personal Savior. Confess all of your sins to him and repent. Confess Romans 10:9

 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.

God will save you! God will heal you! Just try God! PLEASE TRY GOD! Jesus loves you so much and he just wants you to have a fun, holy, and fruitful filled life. Jesus is reaching out his hand and all you have to do is reach out and take it. What are waiting for? There are some people who are reading this blog or who will read it in the future where this maybe their last chance to make Christ your Lord! It is not worth going to hell for your sexual sins. Your sexual sins and all your lust only last for a season but hell and the lake of fire is forever. A life with the Messiah is for all eternity. Why continue to take that chance in sin? When God says to you "DEPART FROM ME I NEVER KNEW YOU" and the Angels toss you off the cliff into the lake of fire you will think back to all the chances that you had to repent and to turn from your ungodly ways. By then it will be too late. Reality will have set in and you will experience the greatest fear that you have ever experienced on this earth. I don't think that you want that at all. So again I am begging you with everything that I have to repent and to come to know Christ. Ask God to show you who He is? Talk to him. Forget what the world says about him by trying to have people thinking that God is just a fairy tale made up in our minds. If that was the case then how did we get here? This is your time and the time is now. If you need help and prayer please let me know. You don't have to tell me your name or who you are. You can find my videos on YouTube YouTube -Sexual Dreams/Porn If this blog or blogs have been a blessing to you then please join my blog to the right of the page that says JOIN THIS SITE.

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God Bless you all

Sunday, August 4, 2013


Praise God and bless his Holy Name!

The Holy Spirit just dropped this in my spirit  that I want to talk about and I will try to make this short. There are too many people including Christians that take their marriage vows and say ... I DO, but really don't plan to follow their vows! The soon to be husband or wife stands right up in front of the church or in the chapel but most importantly, they stand right before God and say I do when they never ever had any true intentions on honoring those marriage vows! How pathetic! It could either be the man or the woman who plan to carry on with their usual single ways which include hooking up with other people and engaging in sexual activities! They stand right before God and say "I DO" when they already are burned in their lustful heart with thoughts of someone else that they are already in lust with! They stand right before the KING OF KINGS and LORD OF LORDS and lie by saying "I DO" when they don't plan on being all that the husband should be or all that the wife should be. On the very day of their wedding right before or after, many will commit fornication or adultery! Many of their intentions are wrong in the very beginning! Some are marrying for statues, money, filth and greed! They know when they step onto that altar it is all a game. The sad part is feelings are so involved here because one of those people may have truly loved their mate. There are many cases where the new husband went out on the same night and had sex with another woman while the poor new beautiful bride was left in the dark believing that he was out picking something up for them when he was driving into something for him! Oh and some of you pathetic brides on the phone calling up your "suga daddies" trying to see what brand new material item you can get from him which all depends on how fast you can give it up! You know I can't call this ignorant because ignorant is simply not knowing but I can call it just plain stupid because you are sinning against your own bodies!

Just know that all of your secret dirty deeds will come to light and cannot be hidden from our Lord Christ Jesus who sits at the right hand of the Father in heaven with evidence of bruises from being beaten for us on the cross so that we could be saved from going to a hell that will be cast into the lake of fire only to burn forever and ever and ever and ever and ever plus forever and ever and ever!!!!

LUKE 8:17

17 For nothing is secret that will not be revealed, nor anything hidden that will not be known and come to light.

Finally if you do your research you will find that there have been accounts of men while cheating having sex committing adultery, they had a sudden heart attack! Will you go to heaven or will you go to hell? Don't play with God because he is truly watching YOU!

Wednesday, June 12, 2013


I am sitting here alone inside of my closet at home. Everyone has left so now that I'm by myself I don't have anyone to stop me. I have a loaded gun getting ready to place it inside my mouth. Once I get it all the way to the back of my mouth I will blow my brains out. When that's over you will be able to see pieces of my brain shattered all over my closet walls. You will also see the very back of my head blown off with my eyes turned into the back of my head and bloody body slumped over. Life is just no longer worth living any more! I can't find a job and my rent is two months past due! My family has shut me out of their lives. My friends don't care anymore! If I don't find work I will be homeless again and I refuse to go through that again. I was cheated on twice with the person that I thought loved me and now I realize that no one loves me but everyone hates me. I don't like the way that I look when I look in the mirror. Everyone looks better than me and they all seem to have more money than me! I'm tired of people spreading false rumors about me because it hurts so bad. My family members have been talking bad about me for many years. I'm not perfect and never was but the minute that I make a mistake, I get talked about by the very people who claim to love me! They act like they're perfect. They can never do any wrong but let me do something and my family would put me in the electric chair! I've been raped over and over by certain family members growing up but when I reached adult hood, I was finally able to open up and tell certain family members about it because I trusted them to listen and understand. When I told them they didn't believe me and thought that I was just making it up and was scolded in the process! That really hurt so bad that my own family would think that I would make up such a story about people! I just feel like I'm the black sheep of the world because everyone hates me and now I hate myself. I wish that I was never ever born into this depressing world! I'm tired of my friends stealing from me, I'm tired of always being on the losing end! I have been hurting for years and the pain just won't go away. Someone suggested that I talk to their pastor about my problems. When I did he looked at me the wrong way and touched me in a way that hurts to bad to talk about. So now here I find myself in my dark closet sticking a gun inside my mouth to end it all!

I know that this is so sad to hear but there are many people all over the world who are getting ready to commit suicide because they are dealing with many of these type issues that was listed in the example story line above. If you are considering suicide then please STOP AND DON'T DO IT!!! It is not worth it at all. You think just by killing yourself is solving the problems that you are having when in all actuality it is not! I have to be honest with you here by first telling you that God is speaking through me and is saying that he loves you no matter what. The other thing is that by you killing yourself, I believe that it is a one way ticket to hell because you can't repent after you've sinned. While you are living and sin is committed, you have that chance to ask God for forgiveness because murder is a sin.

EXODUS 20:13


Life is always going to bring us ups and downs but that is just how it is. I have gone through so much trials and tribulation growing up until now. Please know that there are always people who are going through greater things than you. Many people have tried to get others to love them. Looking for love but ended up hurt in the process. The only true one that will never ever hurt you is Christ Jesus! Finding out who God is is very important. He will show you love and not just any ole love but the kind of love that you never ever experienced! The Holy Spirit is asking why would you let others that have committed wrongs against you to cause you to take your life. That is just letting Satan win. After all Satan is the father of all lies and is like a lion seeking whom he will devour. Satan comes to still kill and destroy so don't let him destroy you.

1 PETER 5:8

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.

JOHN 8:44

 You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.

JOHN 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Don't let Satan trick you into thinking that life is no longer worth living anymore! As long as you are living you have that chance to have a better life! You just don't know that it is very possible that after the very day you take your life, your major breakthrough was in the mailbox or via phone call that you've been waiting for, but you would of never found that out because you have already cut your life short. I don't care if the whole world hates you because that means nothing. God is the true one who loves you and no man can separate the love of God! You don't have to answer to man but only to God. Man does not have a heaven or hell to place you in. God is the God of second chances!

There are many people who've already committed suicide that either the very next day or several days later to a week their blessings were ready to be manifest! You just don't know what the next day holds. You are not the only one who goes through trials and tribulation! If people really knew Christ with having a close personal relationship with him they would not be killing themselves. With knowing that there is hope in Christ Jesus is just enough to know that suicide is just not an option. We often times are so caught up in what man thinks but that doesn't matter. When you commit suicide not only you hurt yourself but you hurt God! Yes God cries when you take your life! Why?? He is your father and true creator who loves you more than anyone else could. People think that Jesus doesn't cry but he does. For God to love us so much but not cry when we hurt would make him a liar now wouldn't it? Seeing how God is not a man that he should lie is proof enough that he cries because of the true love he has for us.


God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?

Please know that whatever you are going through and whatever you are facing just call upon Jesus and he will save you! Don't let the devil (world) having you thinking that God really doesn't love you or care about you! Don't let the devil have you to believe that God is causing this on you because it would be very untrue! 
Satan has many ways to try and get people to blame God. People often times blame God for the death of their loved ones and get very angry with God which is not fair! You don't ever here them blaming Satan for taking their loved ones! Now why is that? I want you to really meditate on that question? Have you ever been blamed for bad things that someone else committed and you were very upset because you knew in your heart of hearts which is your spirit that you had no parts of it? LET'S STOP BLAMING GOD EVERY TIME THE DEVIL DOES EVIL AGAINST US AND START BLAMING HIM! Many people now a days don't really honestly believe in God, don't think that Satan really exist but as soon as bad things happen in their lives they want to blame God!! That is sad! Point the finger at Satan not God. How can we even begin to understand the whole spiritual warfare that is taking place without ever picking up our bibles and learning. Stop letting this world have you to think that God is just a religion made up in your head! Ask God to reveal himself to you and I can personally promise you that he will. Just open up your heart to him. God loves you so much. PLEASE LISTEN THAT GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH. While you are crying he is right there crying with you while wiping away your tears. Don't place your trust in man but put all of your trust in God! Please don't take your life!!!!!!! You feel that you've tried everything but you haven't! You have not tried God! What is wrong with trying God? Let me guess is it because you can't see him that you think  he really doesn't exist?? Do you know that there is a great chance that you could of seen God and didn't know it was him. God has the ability to transform himself to human form walking down the street. It may sound crazy but God is the creator of the universe and all of mankind! 

Don't let your bad experiences with this crazy world cause you to fall and take your own life! You must pray and ask God for strength! Ask God to direct your paths and he will but you just have to listen and make sure you are hearing from God and not the devil. Put your faith in him!

There is someone right now who is contemplating suicide by jumping off of the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco but the Holy Spirit is saying don't do it and that he loves you. There is someone else thinking about taking their life by overdosing on pills but God said NO DON'T DO IT BUT COME TO HIM BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU AND IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN HEAL YOUR SOULS DISEASES! 

Call upon Jesus and he will save you. Killing yourself is not the answer but Christ Jesus is. God loves you and so do I. If you need help then first seek Christ and with seeking Christ first, please feel free to contact me for second hand help. Pray Psalms 91 over your life daily! 

May God bless you and I love you with the love of Christ!

Wednesday, May 15, 2013


Introducing my new book "RAPED WHILE I SLEPT

Available on Amazon for Kindle or paper back. This is a help book designed to help you to understand more about sexual dreams and the lifestyle we live that can bring causes of such dreams. I share my own personal experiences of being raped while I slept. Pick up your copy now...

Praise God and welcome to all my friends in India, Africa, Canada, United Kingdom, France, China, Korea,  Great Britain, Asia, Ukraine, Mexico, Israel, Denmark, Turkey, and Egypt. I am sending my love all the way from Los Angeles, California, U.S.A! If any of my blog post has been a blessing to you then please share it on all the social networking sites, share it through emails and by mouth and give it a +1 on Google. Follow me on Facebook

I ask that you please read this blog very carefully so that you won't ask questions or make comments that were already covered. Pray for the complete understanding and be sure to consult the Word of God to go along with this blog. The Holy Spirit has dropped this in my spirit and I have to talk about it because it is a major epidemic and has been growing in rapid numbers through out time.

Sleeping with married men! Chances are if you are reading this you may be a woman who, are either having sex with a married man, thinking about having sex with a married man, have a history of sleeping with married men, or may know of someone who is sleeping with a married man. Now let me say this and please listen so that you won't miss something. This subject is not about men sleeping with married women but women sleeping with married men. This is not to pick on women and this is not to say that it is all women's fault. I do know that it takes two and that married men are wrong as well but for this topic it is about women.

There are many women all around this globe this very hour that are contemplating whether or not to sleep with a married man that they know. They are fighting in their mind the fact that it would be wrong to do so but continued images keep rising up in their mind of the married man with thoughts of how good it would feel, both physically and emotionally. Just the thought alone of wanting a married man is wrong also called "COVETING"

EXODUS 20:17

Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.

With that being stated in the scriptures, it is clearly wrong! Wanting something that doesn't belong to you can cause several problems. Women say that there is something special about a man who makes a marriage commitment. Many who have dated have been waiting for their men to commit in marriage but it just never happened. I believe that it caused much frustration among women and feeling like they can't find a man that is ready for that big step. When an attractive married man comes long then women are like wow where was he at when I was getting rejected. It seems that all of the good men are already married. Whatever reason their mind gets twisted with greed, envy, lust, and covetousness in their heart and desire to have either a piece of the pie or the whole thing out right! They say there is something about a married man that is attractive and it's commitment! Women in my opinion are like bloodhounds because they can sniff married men out of a pack of lions! Well at least quite a few of them can. They would also do many things to try and get the man's  attention. It's not to see if they "STILL GOT IT" but it is to see just how much they got it. A woman could be at the mall inside a store and see a couple together. She sees that the man is attractive while noticing that the pair is wearing wedding rings. She will do little things like walking past the man very slow while discreetly flaunting her body. While looking out of the corner of her eye she is looking to see if the man is looking at her. BINGO he is!!!! That makes her feel good. Another known tool that women will use are there eyes! While the wife is busying looking and trying on shoes, that is her cue to really get the man's attention because the wife is not paying any attention to what's going on around her but the shoes. Now here comes the woman with thinking how she already noticed that this man was looking at her and she decides to raise the stakes a little higher by looking right into the man's eyes using them to flirt! I call that eye talk because you women have a way of talking to us men with your eyes. You can say a complete sentence to us just by using your eyes! I'm so serious! While this married man is gazing back into your eyes all the while this poor wife is so into making a selection for purchase, you are getting a feeling inside of you that feels so good because of this married man who is fully committed, you now have his attention! Your mind starts to wander in fantasy thinking of the "what if" possibilities. You know that men look at you all the time but for some reason, the devil makes you feel like this look that the married man is giving you is so different than the rest. You think that there is something so special about the way he is staring at you. The way he forms his lips and eyes is just extra sexy to you because he is showing you that he really wants you! You later see this same couple in another store and while still being on a particular high from your last encounter you see yet another chance. The wife goes into the dressing room to try on several outfits that she wants to look sexy in for her husband. You begin to speak to him with your eyes again by saying that I want you. The devil has already jumped off into this man for him to be very disrespectful to his wife. The next thing you know is that he is writing down his cell number quickly and discreetly with name and the phrase "text me"! That is just one example of how it could and has happened to people. If you know that the man is married then don't take his number or just don't call or text him.

There are other things that can drive a woman to want to be with and have sex with a married man. It can also be an emotional crisis. I will be honest with you readers about a past situation that my wife and several other people know about. I had a good friend from high school who I've developed a great friendship with through out the years. During that time I suspected that she liked me more than just friends but for me, I've always thought that we were just cool friends. I was always nice to her with just being my usual silly self. I was dating a lot of girls then and would talk about them but I noticed she really didn't like me to talk about them around her. Her sister really thought I was cool even while she was dating another guy. Her sister told me one day that she really wish me and her sister would get together. I didn't say anything because I was too nice and didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings.

I had no desires of being with my close friend like that. Later on she got married. She would call me all the time complaining about her husband and this went on for a very long time. Even before she got married to him they were having problems. She would tell me about their arguments while being very upset but I would try to help by giving advice. My first mistake that I made was getting involved. Even though we were friends I should not have been talking to her on the phone seeing how she is a married woman. Later it got to the point where she was telling me how she really felt about me which it wasn't the first time that she had expressed interest in me. I felt awkward! In the year 2001 I married my beautiful wife and at the time my friend and her husband were still having problems. They left my wedding early that evening but when it was all over, me and my new bride were in the car leaving to only get a phone call from my friend sounding ever so hurt by me getting married! Things didn't get much better because she continued to solicit me over to her home while the husband was at work during the afternoon shift to have sex with her! This not only went on before I got married but after! Let me say this that I can honestly say before God that I did not go over there and I did not have sexual relations with her none whatsoever!!!! I never ever found her attractive but even if I did I would never ever disrespect her husband nor my wife! I remember being in such an awkward situation I had to tell one of my cousins about it and even had him on the three way to hear her wanting to have sex with me just so he wouldn't think I was going crazy! He was stunned! I love my wife so much that I even told her about it and let me tell you that she was not happy!!! I can't blame her. I didn't have to tell my wife that but because I love her I didn't want to hide any secrets from her. I think that me always being there for her when she had problems with her husband help spark that emotional desire with also knowing that I'm a good man, she may have desired for her husband to be like that. Now she is a different person with trying to grow closer to Christ with her husband.

It doesn't matter if you are seeking out a married man or already know one because getting involved can be dangerous! You find yourself going to this man talking about your problems because you know that he will listen to your every word seeing how he really finds you attractive. He will soak up everything about you, every word and just by him listening and being there for you, it makes you feel so good while already feeling special that this man is taking time and attention off his wife and focusing on you. You guys make plans to meet up in a designated place at a certain time. Now you are so excited because you are about to get your chance to be alone with this man. Thinking about your past conversations that was sexual in nature and the fact that you are sneaking around, you start to get an adrenaline rush through your sexual organs! All of those emotions, and strong feelings for him make you realize that you have fallen in love! The next thing you know you are having sex with a married man! That really makes you feel good doesn't it? You continue on with this sexual sin by planning yet another encounter because you can't stop thinking of how good the sex was during the last encounter! Now you find yourself wanting more and more! You meet with him again in his private office or motel. Some of you have the nerve to go to his home while the loving wife is away only to jump in their bed to carry on like two wild love lions! What a shame. You are so caught up in how good it feels but you know deep down that it is just wrong. You allowed yourself to be under the stronghold of Satan! You find yourself falling even deeper in love with this man that somewhere in your pretty little mind you think that he will divorce his wife and marry you. Sometimes it happens that way and other times it doesn't. There are some women with devilish thinking that they would do just about anything to steal the married man from his wife which includes trying to get pregnant.

While everything is just so exciting for you, you just don't stop and clearly use your God given brain to think through what's a stake here and whose lives you are destroying. Often times there are children involved who love their parents and think that they have a happy home but when word is out in the home that mommy's hurt and crying because daddy cheated with this strange women (you) then their home is now broken. The arguing and fighting begins, the children are scared and have to go to school with all of the madness going on to where they can't concentrate on school. The wife is so heart broken because she thought that her husband truly loved her. Now her personal self esteem is at an all time low. She did everything for her husband and gave him all the love in the world only to have some strange woman hop in the bed with her husband! Ladies do you realize that your sexual adulterous affairs can and have lead to suicide? Some cases the hurt wife will kill herself because of the pain is just too much. There are also cases where the mystery woman has committed suicide because she allowed her weak flesh to get so involved with being in love and realize that the man will never leave his wife.


He who commits adultery lacks sense; he who does it destroys himself.


Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous.


And I say to you: whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery.”

There are many of you who honestly did not know that the man you are sleeping with was married. When some of you found out, you made the right choice to move away from that situation and I want to say PRAISE GOD! Many others just would not leave because they allowed their flesh to take control of their spirit with not wanting to let go!

In conclusion here I want to have a heart to heart and spiritual talk with you. The Lord God has commissioned me to talk to you ladies and trust me I will be blogging about the men as well. God sees and knows all. You may be thinking that you are getting away with a steamy sexual so called love affair with a married man but I am here to tell you that you are not! Stop what you are doing and call upon the Lord God! You are not only hurting innocent people but you are also hurting yourself. REPENT and ask God for forgiveness. Not only ask for forgiveness but turn completely way from your sin. Jesus loves you but hates your sins. If you don't stop what you're doing then you will have to answer to God and there is a special place for you in hell with all the adulterers burning night and day. Yes you will burn for all eternity if you don't stop what you're doing and repent.

1 Corinthians 6:9-10

9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

If any of you are involved with a married man and feel that you can't get out or find yourself falling for him then please feel free to post your situation and you can remain anonymous. If you are having suicidal thoughts due to being messed up in this type of relationship then please let me know. God will heal you. God will deliver you if you want to be delivered. I will be more than happy to pray for you.

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